Seek and you will find.
I have already found the answer. The answer of so many unanswered questions I’ve been bringing my entire life. We all know, people are sometimes so judgmental. So I took a risk to find the answers on my own. I want it to be very private as it is my relationship with the God.
It is called, surrender. It is one of the meanings of the word, Islam.
So, sometimes when people ask me: you sure? it doesn’t sound/look/feel like you, what happened?
I can only answer:
‘It just happened. And I’m happy that it just happened.’
Don’t worry, I will still embrace Virginia Woolf, HAHAHA.